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korean song

2011-07-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

Why do you make me love you,

why do you make my heart beat

You're the one who can't come to me

Can't you understand my heart...

all the words I say is trying to say that I love you

So I don't get hurt, I should stop myself here

Even as I stop walking toward you, my heart moves farther

If I tell you that I love you, I think you will disappear

If you leave, I don't think I will ever love again

Because I think you're the one

I should let you go, but my heart doesn't want to listen

The world tells me to forget you

Again, fate is pushing you toward me

If I tell you that I love you,

I think you will disappear If you leave,

I don't think I will ever love again

Because I think you're the one

I should let you go, but my heart doesn't want to listen

It's okay if stays like it is now, the times I spent with you

The dreamy days I had

I am the fool who could not tell you that I love you

I'm the tears that hid behind your laughter

I think my heart was hurt

Even though I tried to prevent it, you were already inside my heart

What should I do now

no mood

2011-05-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

AS coming but wth.. no freaking mood to study... haiz guess that i lost my soul edi.. i wish im back in form 5 where i super semangat to study everyday for spm.. hmm im still wondering how to get back that feeling that i lost for quite a while edi..anyway yday was the new intake student for tarc.. wth!!! they got way cooler tarc shirt than mine.. n also the get 4gb pendrive... wtf use our scholarship cash to give junior.. i sense unjustice here!!!!

!@#$%^&

2011-04-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

just now while driving back , nearby sentul timur rapid kl station, i nearly bang a motorcyclist.. haiz i think that !@#$%^ road over there like shit... 2 times edi nearly accident at that place... i duno y the motorcyclist there no @#$%*& brain!!!! they like to overtake u n stop to make a turn.. 1stly u should knw that if an accident happen u will drop down n u might die so yea y u like to ride like !@#$% !!!! u dun wan ur life is it??? or u think u r like cat?? got freaking 9 lifes?? so pls la ride like real motorist ride... i @#$%^ bad mood now!!!! haiz

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relieve !!!

2011-03-31T17:30:00.000-07:00

finally trials exam is over...
to my relieve i finally i get to have some sleep..
basicly this trials exam i finally knw that its not as hard as last year examination. it all come down to this conclusion that last year examination was to destroy my scholarship n many other victim like me...anyway i knw my trials result wont be gud but yea durin the duration i study for trials i saw the exam format which was better than i was expecting.. for the trials i had been doin alot of past year questions n it help me in some way. basicly i have onli like 6 more weeks be4 trials n i know its time to get serious.. i dun wanna screw up my life n also the examination papers r really $$ its like spending rm 1k just for the papers.. omg if i knew it was this expensive i wont be taking it la.. so yea i guess i got to cut down on my playin time now T.T
oh yea 2dday is april fool day n this will be the worst april fool day becuz 2day no class so i cant fool any of my frenz...

mcd

2011-03-26T20:41:00.000-07:00

recently mcd had this promo which state spend rm5 n get 2 bigbreakfast..
at 1s i thought i was fraud promo because where got mcd so generous n the promo i saw is from fb.. soon i realise it was for real n yea there start my mcd marathon..
so far after 1 week i knw bout this promo, i had eaten mcd 4 times n total count of 13 burgers.. wth i didnt eat so much burgers in my life be4 n yea i can feel the extra weight now.. anyway i nvr thought that im goin to say this but i dun feel like eating mcd anymore.. maybe im too (JELAK) wit the food already. anyway thank u mcd for providing me wit a nice breakfast for this week xD

friends

2010-11-12T04:27:00.000-08:00

while we wore the same smile.
we passed through the years together
the sceneries kept changing,
and we struggled to accept it
i throw away my useless pride
may kindness come to this world
i got to say
even if i show of my bravery and strength,
i cant survive alone
our promise from that day
it remains firmly in my heart, even now,
new encounters come after each farewell
i find light down a new path, and move on,
since the day i was born,
that has been the way my life is molded
before we realized it
we have both found our own futures
i gotta say
even if you are far away where i cant meet you,
there's a resilient bond between us,
may my dreams come true,
i am praying from the bottom of my heart,
we;re friends forever,
we pledged to meet again someday,
crossed our little fingers,
and set out that day,
for unseen destinations,
and though we may be lost,
we are making progress,
always
through the changing seasons,
and this fleeting moment,
i listen to these nostalgic melodies,
even when i become an adult,
some things wont fade,
like our precious memories
i gotta say
even if i show off my bravery and my strength,
i cant survive alone
it remains firmly in my heart
as life goes on...
i mustnt forget, yeah
dont let it go...
i remember this vast land and my friends

bad news n gud news

2010-10-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

exam in about 10 days or less.. shit so goin to die..
the num 1 sub sure i die is chem
no matter how hard i read it just dun enter my brain..
damm so goin to screw my scholarship n goin to get scoldin from parents...
anyway the gud news is i finally get my england adidas ball
after 3 to 4 months waitin for the ball milo finally send to me.. yay
n just now i finally get the 10kg dumbell... yes now durin the hols i can carry weight without goin to gym edi.. yay
chow people

u resemble me

2010-09-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

Your appearance resembles mine,
As your silent cries echo within your heart.

They say ignorance is bliss,
But I don't think I'll be content with it.
Even on those nights stretched out across emptiness,
I only want to live in the present chosen by me, that's all.

Your speed resembles mine.
In the skies where brakes no longer work,
Will I really be alright as long as I persist?
The two of us can end this if we try.

I'll stick to the difficult path no matter what,
Without even brushing my shoes covered with sand.
I can't live in any other ways.
You would probably agree with a smile.

I will make a promise to you.
When you turn your sights and fly towards me someday,
I won't escape from your vision.
I'll definitely receive you better than anyone else.

Your appearance resembles mine.
Knowing that you are there and looking at the same world as me,
I am able to not lose heart even till the end,
And know that I don't have to hate myself.
You gave me the will to live again.

Reason by Tamaki Nami

2010-09-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you
Even loneliness becomes strength
…When I think of you

When the town, people and my dreams
Changed
I just fought against it
I had yet to discover what it was like
To put words together and still not understand each other
I lost my dreams because I only wanted to hold you
But you told me not to give up

The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you
Even loneliness becomes strength
…When I think of you

It’s the pieces of my dreams that are sticking into my heart so painfully
That we met just like that was a miracle
Believe in it once more

On the days when you weren’t here I stopped completely
But I’ve started walking again
Absolutely every coincidence had meaning
When I shared it with you

When we fulfil our respective dreams and meet again
Coincidence will become fate

If we turn our broken promises into vows
Can we go back the way we were
When we met in that place?
When I close my eyes I can see
A nostalgic image that resembles tenderness
Because I know what it’s like to be unable to hold your hand

Even if we’re apart tomorrow
And I can’t see any solution
I’ll gather together the truths called “today”
To see you

The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you
Even loneliness becomes strength
…When I think of you

It’s the pieces of my dreams that are sticking into my heart so painfully
That we met just like that was a miracle
Believe in it once more

Do As Infinity (Tomiko Van)

2010-09-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hidden by the darkness of the night,
We flew low --
The moon knew nothing
As the engine gave a dull roar.

Who is living there
And laughing together?
What dreams are being born
And nurtured there?

Tonight we'll fly
The flag of justice
In another town
Whose name we can't even read on the map...

A roaring flame
Shoots straight down,
Burning up every living creature --
We lift the nose as planned,
Close the ammunition bunker,
And do a victory loop.

We see nothing, we hear nothing,
Nothing, nothing,
Nothing, nothing...

A humble spray of fireworks shoots up,
Like a celebration --
We take in the anger, the grief, the regret,
And the hate.

A light,
Brighter than the morning sun
Suddenly
Shatters the glass...

Every living creature
Sheds the same deep red blood
From their chests --
I grip the controls weakly.
Even if I were to look back and scream,
Nobody would answer.

In the distance the moon blurs and disappears,
And my mother, and my father,
And my friends, and you...

If we'd been born in a different country,
Then we could live without seeing
This desert dawn --
A night hawk gets lost in the dawn sky, [1]
And can't find its way back,
And becomes a shooting star...

Every living creature
Nurtures a life
With the same deep red blood --
No matter what "justice" we hold up,
We can't stop that deep red blood
From being shed.

I dreamed a long dream,
A long dream,
A long dream...

Sky Chord by Tsuji Shion

2010-09-09T03:29:00.001-07:00

I can’t sing a song with straightforward lyrics
Because It always ends with sugar coated words

Since when did someone as lazy as I am learn to protect anything?
What color catches you from the sky visible in the school yard
At times I want the white clouds to turn black too

Dont leave me *sky chord*, you would’ve stayed here back then
I’ve already lost you *sky chord*, this isn’t anyones fault, however

I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult
But I’ll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are

I wanted to stay up till daybreak when I was a kid
Now being chased with time I don’t even have enough sleep

Dont leave me *sky chord*, you would’ve stayed here back then
I’ve already lost you *sky chord*, I want to teach you

I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult
But I’ll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are

I know we can’t stay like this forever, so let’t take that first step
Those words I’ve written in the notebook will never be changed

I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult
But I’ll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are

For I can no longer be like a child

true frens

2010-09-03T22:43:00.000-07:00

recently i just realize who r my true frens... from an event that occur we will knw who r true frens well at 1st i dun realy believe it but nw i learn my lesson already.
i wan to grow up now n dun wanabe a great supporter that i used to be n got to start actin like a leader as a supporter usually get left behind...

wat a week

2010-07-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

wat a week
to start of, i finaly get back my test 1 paper...
com 70
chem 74
phy 92
maths p 37/50
maths a ???
gp 50
haiz y my result so bad...
this week i went for pool after class or can say skip class haha
n later went to ssl noodle shop
all 8 of us fit in 1 of my fren car n lucky i get to sit in front ^^
so every thursday will be my official day for gymin ( i knw i sux but eveyone start from that rite )
every wed will be the only day i drive to college n n today finaly i get to drive in a distance.. i managed to drive to titiwangsa witout any prob.. haha so happy...
finaly my parents trust in my driving.. n n 2day i was the driver for my mum n frens.. haha hope i get to drive more often..
k gtg now bb n thks for readin..

2010-07-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

to start my story lets begin wit the angry story.. well last friday after class , my collegemate n i went to fullhouse to celebrate my fren birthday which is bryan... hmm it was fun as many poeple turn up n also the atmosphere was arousing.. i had set 2 which was chicken chop as my main course, mushroom soup, ice lemon tea n a realy small slice of a choc cake.. the food was okie as the price was rm18.90 if not mistaken.. so yea afer eating, we went upstairs n saw all the clothing.. that was the time for pic takin n also distraction for the birthday boy as my other fren downstairs r planin to surprise him wit a bday cake.. well anyway after eatin the cake all, we went home.. reach home onli after 1 hour poof.. no electric.. i was like wth.. thank god i manage to take my shower 1st. i was annoyes as it was my tv time.. i could bare this frustration without electric so i end up goin to my grandma hse which is near to my hse.. lucky me.. was in my grandma hse for 4 hours n when return back to my hse still no electric.. wtf wtf wtf... bloodly hell 4 hours n the thing not done...so go back to my grandma hse again.. after 40 mins the electric fnaly recover i was relieve because can return home.. after reach at home 30 mins time, poof no electric again.. well i duno wat else word should come out frm my mouth la.. to frust edi...
anyway 2day finaly i get to drive back frm my college to my hse.. wohoo so happy but as usual when ur mum beside u she will say this n that but u knw u didnt do any mistake... they just try to tell us that they r better driver but well no use argueing rite.. anway got exam 2moro gt to study now chow....

finaly i cut my hair...

2010-07-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

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i had been keepin my hair for 6 months n had straight hair for 3 months.. i love my times durin the 3 months period but as we all knw times flies very fast n i had to come down to earth again.. this was my hair when straighten...
well last friday i decided to cut my hair as i kinda look like a gurl from the back...
so this is my new hairstyle

i duno should i be happy or sad but the reality is i have to stick wit this hair now..

the champion in the makin..

2010-07-02T23:00:00.001-07:00

yesterday was the day.. the best match so far in south africa which is netherland vs brazil... both done so well in their group stages so this could be clash of the titans.. well im sure 90% support brazil cause they r the powerhouse in football but im a netherland supporter since 2002 world cup.. haha when the match started, 10mins into the game, brazil 1 netherland 0... sigh robinho score a beautiful goal.. well i thought thats the end of netherland cause brazil was playin good football . the 1st half brazil totaly dominate the game.. 2nd half brazil start playin wit the ball.. duno y maybe wana give changes to netherland?? but who cares a sloopy defence from melo n cessar gave holland the 1st goal.. both player try to hit the ball from snejider cross to saFETY but end up melo score an own goal.. score level.. 1 - 1
brazil started to attack but the dutch gain more confidence after scoring an equalizer.. after attackin play from both side of the team, netherland score again...!!! the crowd grow wild.. snejider was the hero again as his header score pass cessar... netherland 2 brazil 1... after that brazil lost thier cool n melo got a red card.. o0 y cant he kept his cool?? but who cares rite netherland stay on to win 2 - 1 but they could score more if they didnt waste thier chances..
well 2nite goin to have another nice game with german wit argintina whoever wins i hope netherland will meet them in the final... for now enjoy this highlights

Netherlands v Brazil

Maria | MySpace Video

hmmm

2010-06-29T03:23:00.001-07:00

okie i dun realy knw wat to write about but was force by my fren n i knw he or she will realise this while reading this.. so wat have i done from my past post??
well now im in a new college which is tarc n taking alevel.. i choose computing sub rather than bio n i felt its quite intresting sub.. i got a new computer because my old laptop lifespan die edi..
i finaly complete my drivin test n pass wit flyin colour... wat else.. hmm
meet so many of my tuition fren n class fren in the college..always head out to pool in tbr when class cancle.. play bball in tarc when class over..
oh yea most important.. its world cup season.. hw can i miss that once every four years...
so yea as usual i support my fav team which is holland or knwn as the Dutch...
they r in the quarterfinals now facin brazil for the next match.. hope they will win the match n finaly win their 1st world cup...

finaly i like to wish everyone who recently pass their driving exam congratulations!!! we all deserve it rite.. haha chow

genting

2010-05-06T23:45:00.000-07:00

finaly i fin my 1st sem in utar ..
gt a month hols..
my class had plan the trip to genting be4 our exam started n we booked the room during exam break time..
how cool is that..
1st day
we meet up at terminal putra lrt station by 12 pm
bought the bus n cable car ticket which cost me rm8.40..
okie la can say about the same price i take taxi frm asia jaya to lrt 2 times.. lol
i think the journey took us lest than an hour...
when reach genting we head to a mamak stall 1st to have our lunch.
i didnt knw genting got mamak.. do u knw.. haha
after that we head to the first world hotel to collect the room tickets.
8 people went on the first day bt 2 more came up on the 2nd day nite..
4 people in a room cause we had 2 rooms..
we rest for a while n then continue our sight seeing in genting..
we walk almost everywhere in genting.. went to the cinema n bought tickets too
few of my fren watch ironman 2 while me n another fren watch ipman2 the timing was the same which is 1.30am.. 2 more of my fren when walkin around genting n also hit to the casino..
we had dinner later in some kopitiam place near the wallclimbing..
after fillin up my stomach we head to the snooker place.. played around 1 n half hours..
we felt tired n went back to our room to rest be4 the movie starts..
ipman 2 was nice seriously.. his last speach says that he is not proving that chinese boxing is better than western boxing bt he is tryin to prove that everyone have honour even if u r a high status fellow or low.. this phrase realy touch my heart.

2nd day
woke up early cause had free breakfast in the 1st world cafe..
2 people in a room can go for it so onli 4 out of 8 had breakfast la..
kinda nice if compare to other free mornin breakfast..
after eating went back to my room n get ready for outdoor theme park.. wohoo..
haha the ticket cost me rm38..
1st stop fun kart.. hehe kinda nice bt the track was shorten cause of repair work..
my right leg was aching too cause i think my leg muscle stiffen when pressin the accelerator too hard.. lol
2nd stop corkscrew.. u can say my 1st time riding a rollercoaster.. so fun wei..
gt two part which i felt super scared.. bt yea super nice experience..
3rd stop dinosaurland.. went there for the boat ride..
4th stop flyin dragon.. not scary at all...
later we went to mcd to buy lunch n went back to our hotel for rest..
in the hotel, suddenly it started rainin n also my fren lost his wallet.. he was sad cause his mykad, debit card n also some cash is in there bt lucky he gt 2 wallet..
after the rain stop we went back to outdoor theme park to help him find his wallet bt sadly after finding for few hours nth was found so he head to the police station to make a report.. i continued my ride after everythin was done..
5th stop cyclone.. its smaller than cockscrew bt yea kinda fun as onli 4 people can go in a time.
6th stop spinner.. very fun as it spin around in the air at a fast speed n kinda dizzy when u start walkin again
7th stop pirate ship.. i thought i wasnt scary at all bt i think i gt to take back my words everytime it goes up when coming down, u will feel a funny feelin in the middle of ur chest..
8th stop boating... when for boatin to get some fresh air in the lake.. hehe
9th stop rollin thunder mine train ... nice nice cause it was so dark u cant c a thing there..
10th stop n also the last stop sungai rejang flume ride... when there to get wet.. haha thats all i can say
when back to hotel n bath..
had tits bits in my fren room be4 we decide to go for bowlin
wanted to play bowlin bt the lady said cant play until 9 to 10 pm..
we decided to have dinner at oldtown.. not that expensive compare to other place where the price increase alot.. later we walk around the gardens in front of theme park hotel.. n go back to the bowlin place..
could u imagine playin bowlin in the dark.. its glow in the dark bowlin in genting every nite.. haha 1st time playin in that condition.. kinda sucks my score... onli get 80.. ssigh..
later frens wan supper in kfc n next thing u knw its drinkin time in the room
i didnt join them drinkin alcohol drinks bt yea join them drinkin carbonated drink n also sparkin juice..
when back to sleep later..
3rd n final day
my roomate woke up super late.. duno y i was the onli one woke up early in my room
i had my shower 1st watch some tv n head to my frens room. talk talk talk then get ready to check out..after returnin the keys all we head for bowlin again.. lol we spend gud solid 2 hours there playing 2 games..
once again my score improve frm the nite game which i gt 107 for the 1st game n 89 for the 2nd game.. i didnt win btw..
head back to cable car n buy the bus ticket for 4.45pm bus..
was waitin for the bus for 1 hours, we played chor tai ti.. hehe later bus come n finaly reach back to terminal putra n then take lrt back to wangsa maju.. there goes my day.. thks tz1 for making my day happier n also miss u guys if i join other college.. bye n thks for readin to whom who r readin this crap stories ^^

hehe

2010-02-20T02:32:00.000-08:00

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

futsal....

2010-01-28T23:26:00.000-08:00

finally its friday..
so happy cause on thursday when my whole classmate guys when for lunch at the mamak, we saw futsal court..
after makan we go ask hw much the price all la..
it was rm70 bt they give us discount until rm 50.. we student mah..
haha so we choose a bigger court la.. its like 3 normal futsal court size..
on friday suppose to go lrt edi bt than gt to turn back cause forgot hp.
without hp cannot leh since im goin to pj..
so patah balik take hp..
reach lrt wangsa maju go until lrt asia jaya..
so bad luck when i turun tangga, the rapid bus just left..
n my class like in an hour time..
i also go walk to class la..
took me like 25 mins..
later reach class we do our maths tutorial..
lucky 2day class onli 1 hour...
after that we all go play futsal..
omg i could believe that i sucks...
this is wat happen if u nvr play sports after so long..
i hardly could run cause my leg muscle n my stomach muscle aching...
n my teammate wasnt as gud as i though ..
i was alone upfront bt no one was wit me.. nvrmind la.. 1st time playin wit them..
no chemistry bond yet.. haha
as time passes, all of us was tired n hardly could run..
we play frm 10 until 11.
after that, we took some pic bt nt wit me la..
when goin back, we decided to go eat 1st so that we have some energy.
later wana go back, saw the utar bus.. when as the driver, he said not goin lrt..
i was like wat the fuck r u drivin this bus for when u not goin to lrt while the bus said goin to lrt.. so mth fcker la...
so i decided to go take rapid.
when waitin at the bus stop also no bus coming, taxi also wit people or they r just rushin for the prayers..
end up walkin back to lrt again..
so freakin tired wei...
when reach lrt i was greatful cause at last i could sit down..
then after 45 mins i finaly reach wangsa maju station n then my mum pick me up..
thats all for nw.. bye guys.. wana take nap..

im a utarian....

2010-01-23T01:38:00.000-08:00

finaly i started my college or uni life...
after 11 years in gov skl..
i finally fin skl life..
nw its uni life..
well i must say its not as fun as i thought..
the sub r realy much harder as i expected..
well i gt to brush up my self as im still not in study mood...
so yea basicly thats the bad part bt the rest in uni life is cool..
its my 2nd week in utar nw as my new best friend is public transport...
lrt n rapid bus...
i rarely use public transport last time as my skl was realy near to my hse..
nw i gt to get ready 3 hours be4 class start...
so mahfan la..
oh yea i forgot to mention that utar bus schedule sucks..
its not a user friendly to utarian who go to utar from lrt...
waste my $$ buyin the utar bus ticket..
im currently studyin in f.dation in science .
gt 24 students in my class..
so nice as for the 1st time as im not a minority in the class edi since chinese is the majority in this uni.. yay..
haha meet many new friends which r friendly..
all also from diff state..
so cool
gt frm johor, srwk. penang, melaka, n many more...
gt many cafe near my uni.. like station one. oldtown, wendys n many more..
bt i cant be eatin there everyday la if not im broke..
lucky gt mamak too bt so far haven try any of them yet...
well i kinda miss skl nw as it was the medium where i get to c my friends..
i miss u guys... realy hope can meet up wit u all as i wish nt to end our friendship like this...
ok thats all from me nw.. duno next week im free as im goin to have lots of hw...

1st time driving

2010-01-07T01:08:00.000-08:00

after so long i guest its time 4 me to update my blog even though no one read it.
firstly, i finally done wit my spm..
next week its my university orentation..
well its uni life nw for me..
okok bout the driving
1st my teacher brought me to this place in danau kota where gt an open space there..
he taught me wit the cluth, brek, n reverse there..
well im not so gud wit the release the clutch after u enter the 1st gear..
the car engine stop quite a lot of time bt i guest its less than 10 time la..
ok la for beginner like me.. haha
bt im kinda unlucky i guest.
when my teacher leave me alone wit the car, everything gone right bt as soon as he enter, damm all wrong..
guest i was nervous??
so later he brought me to the road. i was afraid at 1st bt later it was ok..
he guide me wit the changing gear all n told me not to bother at the back car as i keep on lookin at the back.. he said as long gt the L sign on the car, the back car cant honk at me..
so the journey start from danau kota to skem, the place where i take my kursus. its at gombak there be4 the genting highland highway..
so here we go start wit 1st gear than drive2 until 3rd gear..
the prob wit me is the 1st gear after that im kinda gud there..
when i was driving like 40km/h he said slow down slow down..
dun go so fast while its onli 40!!!
so i have to listen to his order lor... bt car was like zoom zoom zoom pass me..
nvrmind as im still a beginner.. on the way to skem, the road so uneven n onli gt a single lane which is not cool.. n big lorries also driving so fast.. crazy people..
well i still managed to survive that.. oh yea did i said that my car engine didnt die when i was on the road.. yay..
haha when reach skem, gt 2 other students just finish their kursus..
both r sister bt the older one look quite hot..
haha well didnt talk to them as see their face also sleepy face wan..
when home later n nw hoping that my 2nd lesson will be better.. no more dead engine.. haha gudbye

meanings for friendship

2009-09-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

Meanings for friendship = )

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

F” is for Fun…………
That friends share
when they are together.

“R” is for Reliability….
A true friend is someone
that you can alwaysrely on.

“I” is for Interest…….
Someone who is genuinely
interested in you,
your fears, joys, and life.

“E” is for Energy………
They pick you up when you are down,
and giveyou the energy to go on
and believe in yourself.

“N” is for Nothing……..
Nothing is ever too much,
no matter what timeit is,
night or day.

“D” is for Distance…….
Although the miles may separate you,
a truefriend is never far away.

“S” is for Secrets……..
Your feelings and personal/private
thoughtsthat you
can only share with a friend.

“H” is for Happiness……
The way I feel when we are together.

“I” is for Inseparable….
Through good times and bad,
tears andlaughter.
A friend will always be there for you.

“P” is for Perfect……..
The friendship

movie marathon

2009-09-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

haven been updating my blog for a long time..
erm gt to say this hols was kinda bored but it makes time for me to watch movie..
acc im not into watching movie but on the last day of school, teacher norfidzah put up confession of a shopperholic. that made me wana watch the movie ending cause we didnt had enough time to watch. so yea my hols was like a movie marathon = )
on sun i watch final destination 3 n 4..
freakin cool but the 3rd wan is better..
the thing both this movie i gt from my friend.
so the next day i watch confession of a shopperholic n the ugly truth.
well confession was nice bt the ugly truth was realy funny for me..
its all about dirty jokes that i found out its kinda true..
so yea 2day i managed to watch made of honour..
i knw it was last year show bt i wanted to watch it cause the story line is kinda nice..
the thing im happy is all the movie i watch is freakin clear eventhought i onli neeed to buff it....
so yea movie marathon is cool for me..
k then i gtg nw..
need to study for my spm..
onli a month away..
hope i can do well
bye!!!

class party.....

2009-07-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

went kinda early cause follow hariz to adnan hse...
was one of the earliest after aiman n arif
help to do some work 1st then salam wit adnan dad..
a DATUK man...
btw adnan hse is freaking huge..
the land i so wide...
its like some mansion place..
n u should count the cars...
more than 10 i think...
later more n more people came..
pandi presence was a surprise cause she told us she wont be coming..
so my group all came..
me sathess ashwini n may kee...
played table tennis bt kinda karat ....
all guys gt their shift to bbq the food
when it was my turn the previous group food was mostly burn...
dun care n carry on bbqing...
after all the hard work its time to eat..
i ate little cause wasnt in the mood of eating..
didnt eat the bbq food too cause i read in somewhere where it state that eating bbq food is equal to smoking 600 times....
mk wasnt wit us 1st cause she was buzy eating,..
then we took many pics bt most of it still wit ashwini..
she memang damm slow in uploading the pics...
played snooker n i found out that i had talent in that..
lol
soon it was performance time that irwin feature like 70% of the it n the prize giving which was totaly dominate by aiman...
before goin back, me n hariz convince raden to send us home..
finaly she agree to..
it was funny during the journey back...
onli me hariz faris n raden knw it..
so yeah this is 5 S class party bt im convince that we will have 1 more party after the spm....

parliment , cm n tv3.....

2009-07-12T03:55:00.000-07:00

last thursday my class was suppose to do our sivik project but wit a dedicated teacher we have pn azwana, she had come up wit the parliment n tv3 trips too...

1st stop PARLIMENT....
when there quite eearly n was kinda bored so we took some pics...
will be at the bottom of this entry...
we couldnt bring in anything except note pad n pen
so yea the parliment was really cold ( like hospital ) :p
thought goin to enter the dewan rakyat where i can see the real deal ( u knw wat i meant right ) bt we only get to enter the dewan negara
it was a history day cause gt this majlis angkat sumpah where a female gt some post..
duno wat that bt its history : )
onli knw 1 minister there that is tan sri koh
later gt taklimat n guest wat...
the minister will get rm13k 4 allowance bt i still think its more than that..

2nd stop CENTRAL MARKET
gather under the lrt track 4 some briefing from teacher
may kee say a guy sitting like a begger or drug addict under the bridge n thought we get to do our project fast cause our title was pengemas...
pn azwana tried to talk to him n guest wat..
she gt scholding from him cause he was the worker there..
we all lol 4 a moment...
we tried teamin up wit irwing group as they do the same task wit us..
btw u cant find any pengemis in central market...
duno y...
later we split up n my group decided to go to lrt place cause we knw there gt begger..
we went there eventhough it was out of the range n if teacher find out we r dead...
we spoted a begger than was begging 4 money n x wan donate to him
( normaly ill do the same )
so ashwini went up to the begger n ask some quest
he cant speak so he was showing us signs
suddenly this indian guy came to sathess n schold him cause sathess face was smiling
bt wtf man.. he is worst than us cause he didnt even donate anything...
my onli word for him is dun advise people when u urself do nth..
u paratheysi.. lol ( indian word )
n ashwini make the begger cry...
so mean u knw...
btw i was the cameraman :p

3nd stop TV3
it was my 4 to 5 visits there cause a went there be4 to collect some prizes...
this time was totaly diff
we get to go to the studios n watch a live telecast news :p
took many pics in the studios n saw the hot pengacara n the one n onli karam singh...
the tour guide was a cool n friendy guy...
he like to use the word MANTAP..
onli class S will knw wat he meant hehe

ns....

2009-07-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday nite i was hafaling my moral then i recieve a msge
ashwini : hey guest wat i enter plkn n type ur ic num n send to 15888
sum : dun wan scared, wana pray 1st
2day went to school n saw my friends
apperently alot of my classmate gt it
felx, nic, simmi n ashwini was the 1st few people who comfim edi
then came sue wit her hp ( she was like a setiausaha for plkn jk )
she 1st help adam sms n waited 4 reply...
then came hasbul n sue help again
azan time n then sue gt sms
tahniah anda berjaya to hasbul n he was like wth
then adam tried again n this time he also berjaya..
i was like freakin scared edi....
later more n more people ask sue 4 help n more n more of them got it..
i was like omg should i try cause scared sue hp had many people get plkn
durin phy i was like wth too bad la if get it,, wat can i do anythin bout it...
so i also ask sue 2 sms 4 me n after 5 mins, she said i tak masuk..
that time my heart was stop 4 a momment
it was the momment of happiness..
well i dun neeed to go there n waste my time when i can carry on my studies n also wont come home like sathesss colour..
lol jk
well all i can say 4 nw is gud luck to those who gt it...
dun be sad k..
u should be proud that u were the choosen wan from the government...

gudbye paula

2009-06-29T07:22:00.001-07:00

well this was the farewell party for our beloved classmate paula form germany..
she was part of a school exchange student program 4 a year..
as she was in my class 4 a year, i didnt really talk to her as she didnt realy mixed in my group..
well its too late to anything nw..
anyway back to the story we had a farewell party 4 her..
she didnt knw that we were doin the party 4 her..
it was kind of funny as my classmate n i were discussing the issue by sayin
ESK BAWA RM 6.50 UNTUK PARTY ORANG PUTIH....
i lol when they said ORANG PUTIH..
we had pizza n some soft drink for recess n then had some pic takin wit her...
well i guest it was a waste cause i didnt get to knw her more..
anyway all i can say 4 nw is miss u paula n hope u do well in germany...
gudbye n tc

gudbye MJ

2009-06-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

last thursday the world had lost the king of pop...
could u believe it..
he is only 50...
well all i could say is R.I.P to MJ...
firstly i didnt knw y he was so famous until i heard his songs in the radio..
apparently it was all my childhood songs...
damm couldnt believe it...
well this is one of my favourite song from mj...
his songs had change my way of thinkin in the world...
tq u n gudbye the great mj...

HEAL THE WORLD

little girl talking

((i think about the gererations
and thay say thay want to make it
a better place for our children & our children's children
so that thay thay thay know it's a better world for them
and i think thay can make it a better place))

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me

You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
heal the wordl we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children

2009-05-21T23:10:00.000-07:00

Title: Love Come To Me (Singer: Ashily)
The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
Dew drops form in my eyes, without me knowing
In my imagination
It feels like you’re getting closer to me
I’ve been waiting for you, I don’t know since when
I still don’t know love, I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U, love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me
My love, Babe my sweet heart

All those other people
How can they think of love?
Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?
Very warm and comfortable
And sometimes sweet
With such love you were always with me

I still don’t know love, I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me
My love, Babe my sweet heart
Any way that I think about it
When I see you being so happy
And say I love you a thousand times a day
I wondered when and how
Love would come to me
It was already here, Ever since I knew you
There was a place for you
In my heart
I was born to be with you
If you come to me, our time together
From this point on
Will be a dream. My love
Oh, my love, come to me

glory man utd...

2009-05-16T21:16:00.000-07:00

man utd are the champion again......
this is they 3rd english premier league title in the row...
wat a hatrick n now the equal the record of liverpool with 18 EPL titles.
this is their 3rd title of the season too as they had won the league cup and the world club title too..
anyway their are also in the final of the uefa champions league
hope they get to win the cup for the second time in a row..
all best of luck i would like to wish to my favourite team man utd
n hope to see u guys when u all come to malaysia to play wit our malaysian team...

labour day hols...

2009-05-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

on the 1st of may which is the labour day i finally play bball after so long..
so happy.. went to school at 7.20 n saw lai n the gang all goin out from the school...
duno y so i ask them. according to them, the guard dum let us play..
real idiot.. cause get freakin adults doing warm up in the field..
so we decided to play at wangsa siaga court.
at first when i played, i was kinda rusty cause long time nvr play.
later during the 2nd n 3rd game, i was like on fire...
scoring from 3 pointer n nice shots.
friends claim that it was lucky shot or cause i was staying near by so its home advantage but actualy, i practice that kind of shot last year..
hehe finaly i was rewarded after all of my hardwork
played 4 at least an hour..
later gt to go chinese restaurant in a hotel to celebrate mother n father day in advance..
it was like rm 45 per person buffet style but u can order any food u like in the manu n guest wat...
gt shark fin soup n dim sum...
dun u think its worth it..
eat 3 bowls of shark fin soup..
first class leh i tell u...
damm nice...
eat eat n eat until so full...
everyone was enjoyin themself..
later go to plaza law yat to go sight seein..
it was my first time goin...
i was like shock..
so many cheap cpu stuff they sell...
walk walk walk until tired then go home..
managed to rest 4 an hour at home before goin to kklub to play..
at first when we enter, the guard said the club was close but when we enter the club.
gt people swimmin..
so we decided to go in stilll..
played futsal n bball...
it was fun playin futsal cause play without shoe but end up gt blister ..=-=
when playin bBall, my uncle n i vs irwin n his bro..
at first they were leadin by irwin 3 pointer....
then it was my turn to show him my 3 pointer skills too..
we were exchanging our skills againts each other...
finally, i was more consistent n wit the last shot, i said that i wan to finish the game in style to irwin so i wanted to throw 3 pointer..( acc i was just jk onli )
but my shot enter nicely..
i won...
hehe was happy n tired...
finaly i would like to wish all workin class people HAPPY LABOUR DAY..
u deserve this day...